The road

I don't want to be boring.  I'm doing things to keep up with life, I'm trying to live my life in a way I won't regret.  But life still tends to be so boring.  I think all I'm doing is skimming along the surface of it. Waiting for something deep to come along so I can just fall into it.  It comes, occasionally, and I'm so used to being on the surface of things that I'm scared to dive in- it's like traveling by paved road so much in your life that you have no idea what it's like to make your own way, so your scared to.  I mean, I'm scared to.  At least I still have a hunger for awesomeness in my life.  That's the only thing that'll conquer my fear of stepping off the road.